Complete & Divine of Obedience Part 1

Does anyone remember this throwback video from this TBN Praise the Lord program??? Yolanda Adams was hosting and invited Mary Mary, J. Moss, Lisa McClendon and Israel Houghton. I watched the original airing of this video forever ago but ran across again today! How timely! I just HAD to share this.

Why did I do it?

Sometimes you feel as though that when God speaks to YOU, someone else should confirm immediately. I found myself in a situation, where my back was up against a wall and I had to make a decision because I was so busy being concerned with “moving to the next level”,”making moves” and wanting to do “something different”, I felt that perhaps this GOOD thing was a GOD thing because I was use to so many bad things happening to me (I’ll blog about THAT later).  A particular door was open. Everyone thought it was a GREAT idea…everyone except me. I prayed about it, thought about, the door remained open, I expressed my anxiety about entering the door. There was no direct “no” from mentors and those I go over my spiritual dealings with, so I thought “Hey, if they don’t see it” then maybe, just maybe I’m trippin’! It didn’t dawn on me until later, that familiarity works both ways. For example, Jesus said a prophet does not receive honor in his own home. It’s because of familiarity. We can get use to things happening one way that we fail to seek God for the next set directions once we embark on a new path. The opposite side of familiarity can be seen in the life of Rahab. No one thought that Holy men of God would be hiding in this prostitute’s house. Now, it worked to Joshua and Caleb’s benefit and Rahab ended up in the genealogy of Christ. It was because familiarity was abandoned.

I get frantic. I get hazed. I get a little dramatic even. I’m always cautious about every single door, window, step because the decision(s) we can make today can affect our tomorrow(s). There is not always time to express the reason behind my caution with every major decision. So I can understand being seen in a particular light. It was automatically assumed, that it was fear that fueled my hesitation. Perhaps they were right but reader, let me say THIS to you: You can absolutely be in the house of God & still get lost. Not all good things are God things. How I wish I would’ve followed what I knew in my hearts of hearts to NOT have taken that door. Every time something goes wrong, there’s a delay, or a setback, I can’t help but quietly think “If I’d never taken that path, this, this and that wouldn’t be happening”.

My story is not complete. Perhaps I’ll have a different perspective on it 5,6,7 months from now. I do know this: It’s never too late, even if you make a bad decision, remember what God has spoken to YOU. Repent, realign yourself with destiny, purpose, stay in compliance & obedience. Get back on track. God is a God of redemption and my soul knows it. Until next time! XOXO

What I’m listening to: Sitting With Me-MaryMary

Here are the lyrics:

“Sitting With Me”

They say, there she goes
That ol’ holy roller
Think she’s special, someone needs to tell her
That she ain’t no better than me
They say, she’s such a geek
That ol’ Jesus freak
Every-time she opens up her mouth to speak
She’s always talkin’ bout being saved and holy
That was me, Miss unpopular
Never asked to be part of the in crowd
But everyone knew who I was
Cause my life screamed Jesus, out loud!
Yeah, I’ve been left out, looked over
Just for carrying this cross on my shoulder
But it’s okay, with me
If I’m the last one that’s picked for the team
I’ll sit on the sideline
As long as he’s sitting with me
They said he wasn’t ordinary
Cause he wanted to be married
Before he let himself be with someone else
Even said he was unnatural
But what they didn’t see, didn’t see that he
He was much more man
Than they’d ever be
Cause he was a man of integrity
Just like me, he was Mister unpopular
Never asked to part of the in crowd
Everyone knew who he was
Cause his life screamed Jesus out loud!
Yeah, I’ve been left out, looked over
Just for carrying this cross on my shoulder
But it’s okay, with me
If I’m the last one that’s picked for the team
I’ll sit on the sideline
As long as he’s sitting with meI know someday I’ll shine
I’ll wait till it’s my time
But I won’t move
I’ll sit with youYeah, I’ve been left out, looked over
Just for carrying this cross on my shoulder
But it’s okay, with me
If I’m the last one that’s picked for the team
I’ll sit on the sideline
As long as he’s sitting with me
Left out, looked over
Just for carrying this cross on my shoulder
But it’s okay, with me
It’s okay, with me
I’ll sit on the sideline
As long as he’s sitting with me

-MaryMary

Where was THIS song in middle school & high school. Geesh! Still love it though 🙂

What I’m listening to: Unstoppable Love

Here are the lyrics:

Try to stop Your love and You would wage a war
Try to take the very thing You gave Your life for
You would come running
Tear down every wall
All the while You’re shouting
“My Love, you’re worth it all”.

God you pursue me with power and glory
Unstoppable Love that never ends
You’re unrelenting with passion and mercy
Unstoppable Love that never ends

You broke into the silence and sang your song of hope
A melody resounding in the deep of my soul
You have come running
You tore down every wall
All the while you’re shouting,
“My Love you’re worth it all”

God you pursue me with power and glory
Unstoppable Love that never ends
You’re unrelenting with passion and mercy
Unstoppable Love that never ends

God you pursue me with power and glory
Unstoppable Love that never ends
You’re unrelenting with passion and mercy
Unstoppable Love that never ends

No sin, no shame,
No past, no pain
Can separate me from Your love
No height, no depth,
No fear, no debt
Can separate me from Your love

No sin, no shame,
No past, no pain
Can separate me from Your love
No height, no depth,
No fear, no debt
Can separate me from Your love

Whoa
Your love, yeah

God you pursue me with power and glory
Unstoppable Love that never ends
You’re unrelenting with passion and mercy
Unstoppable Love that never ends

Try to stop Your love and You would wage a war

I hope you enjoy this song as much I do. I heard it for the first time 3 days ago & It’s already apart of my prayer.

Happy National Day of Prayer!

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Why YES! This is a REAL holiday for us Christians 🙂  Take this day and put down every selfish prayer point & pray for this great nation of America. “ If we ever forget that we are One Nation Under God, then we will be a Nation gone under.”-President Ronald Regan. Yep. Even Prez Reg said it. We can’t afford to sit back & let America go down in flames. Yes. We do suck at times but let’s not be foolish & forget what morals & values this nation was built one. You can change the outside of the house & maybe in the interior but the foundation will always remain. So pray. Pray for our president, that the mind of God will be downloaded and Godly wisdom will be executed. Pray for the rumors of war against America to be settled. Pray for the birthright of America to be restored and even if there a few percentage of people in this nation that serves the only one true and living God, let mercy triumph of judgment. By led by the Spirit of God when praying. America needs it. God will use our prayers. XOXO

7 Things I learned in 7 minutes from Sarah Jakes

 

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 Yep. Y’all know I was late the book signing with Sarah Jakes at Bus Boys & Poets. I literally came near the end. I almost didn’t go. My hair was crazy, I fought through DC traffic, couldn’t find a parking space to save my life. But boy, I’m I glad that I did. Since, I was like literally the last person to get her book signed, I thought “Well, might as well ask my question…”. I like Sarah Jakes because she’s relatable. There’s something about her that’s very “sister-girl”. She’s not trying to be perfect, in fact she’s trying to embrace her imperfection. I think that alone opens the door for dialogue. Here’s what I learned, as she briefly recited her journey to where is now and where she’s going:

 

1. There were so many things on my record that made me feel not like I was not inspirational.

2. Rest in who you are, it’s worth it.

3.Don’t allow people to define you.

4. Give yourself room to get it wrong.

5. Choose to be transparent. We’re all flawed in someway.

6. When I told my parents I was pregnant, they grieved who I thought I would become but this was my path.

7. For a long time, I saw myself through the eyes of mistakes & it held back me from so much.

 

Really brief today 🙂 XOXO

Confessions of a Christian Girl: April Showers Bring May Flowers

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Now a days, there’s a saying “April showers bring May flowers”. It’s a reflection of what normally happens spiritually. In this season, we celebrate the life, death & resurrection of Christ. But before there was celebration there was mourning. In my life right now, I experiencing destiny pains. I’m asking God “Is there a way out? I can’t see this one. What’s the plan here? What’s going on? Is THIS your will? Well…God you are Father and you know what you’re doing”. I’m asking similar questions that Christ asked when he was about to endure the cross for you and I:

“My Father, if there is any way, get me out of this. But please, not what I want. You, what do you want?” Matthew 26:39

 How painful, to know the horror of what you’re about to go through before it comes. Such turmoil, such torture. Yet, He did it anyway. To be stripped, beaten and torn to shreds for a crime He didn’t even commit. Christ’s bravery breathes breathe into my body. If I can just follow his earlier example in verse 39 “Going a little ahead, he fell on his face, praying” no matter what lays ahead…I will come out on the other side.

I won’t lie to you, sorrowful tears run down my face. Not because I know what’s going to happen but because I’m uncertain. I can imagine the clouds were dark as He laid his head in between a bushel of thorns as he prayed, unbothered by the ants that crawled over his legs, the dirt that stained his garment, his mind constantly replaying the visions of what was going to happen in less than 48 hours, his sight clouded by tears of intercession, praying earnestly that his disciples would remember every miracle, teaching, encounter and push the Gospel forward, his voice blocked because of the mourning of His soul, yet He did it anyway. He pushed through.

On television, everything is so happy, there are bunnies hopping, spring sales, bright colors & with the hopes that Spring is well underway. But for Christ, all those years ago it was not so. I pray that in this season both physically and spiritually, just as Christ was able to push through the agony of the unfold of events that were SURE to take place before his ultimate glory, I pray that the Christ in you and I will help us endure. I didn’t plan for certain things that are taking place in my life right now, the agony is overwhelming. There are not enough words to express the inner turmoil. The one downside about believing so hard is that sometimes you get let down real hard. Don’t be surprised by bad news, set back or heighten warfare because you WILL win. Remember seed needs dirt, water and sunlight. It’s surroundings and season of darkness being pushed underground, will allow new life to spring forth.

“Since you have been raised to new life with Christ, set your sights on the realities of heaven, where Christ sits in the place of honor at God’s right hand.”-Colossians 3:1

Later Folks, XOXO